I was 13-14 years old maybe. I was in the shower and noticed I was close. I tried for it and was able to lick the tip, tried a few more times it wasn’t very comfortable so i stopped at that.
Fast forward to college I found some selfsuck porn and became fascinated, remembered I did it as a kid and tried again. I did it once or twice a week or so. still rather uncomfortable… lost some weight it became easier! after college lost more weight it became even easier!
Hurt my back. “unrelated” stopped for a while. started up again but nowhere enar as much. and did it in a few weird places… haven’t done it since i managed it in the empty school locker room…
Still have vivid dreams of going balls deep! I wish it was easy and fun as it is dreams but it’s not.
Still enjoy watching it… have a few videos of my meh attempts. will never release those to the public.
