Senior year in high school is when I first discovered I could reach myself. I was in a warm shower stretching my back out after a long day and was feeling a little frisky. I bent over to touch my toes and in the deep stretch, realized my nose was pretty close to my penis.
Curious, after a little more stretching, I tugged my shaft bringing the tip of my penis closer to my mouth and I just licked the tip. A lighting bolt went through my body and immediately went into self-judgment. Saying to myself, what the fuck did I just do? Should I be doing this? Is this “normal”? The sensation of my tongue connecting with my penis head was wild.
Never had I felt the skin of my penis on my tongue or anywhere near my lips. I continued to try a couple of different positions at home in the bathroom but never really had the time to dedicate and attempt to fellate myself.
Once I got to college, the internet was still in its early phase and I went to Google “guys who can lick their penis”, that’s when I discovered “self-sucking” (autofellatio) was actually a thing. When I started to google more about autofellatio, I was exposed to pictures of guys in different positions licking and sucking on themselves.
I became very curious and really started dedicating more extended periods of stretching, bent over on a stiff chair with my arms under my legs, essentially hugging myself, to pull my face closer to my erect penis. The closer I got, the more I would get turned on.
Once, I got to the point of getting my full head in my mouth, I was inspired to try and get deeper and deeper in different positions. The feeling of the skin of my penis on my lips is beyond a turn on. The taste, the smell, the feeling is all an other worldly experience. Naturally I wondered if I could I actually make myself cum like this? Well, thankfully the answer is yes!
The first time I went to cum, I stopped sucking right at the point of climax after edging myself for an hour and allowed myself to ejaculate naturally. I reached over and just ever so slightly licked my tip of my penis to taste.
I felt dirty and turned on even more. The next self suck session, I wanted to try and swallow it. So as I was sucking on myself with my legs over my head, thrusting my penis into my mouth deep, I just committed to swallowing it right as I was cumming and then continue to suck as much out as possible.
After I finished, I realized it tasted neutral and it made my clean up much easier! I was addicted. So now, I love draining myself right from the source especially any chance I get.
I usually masturbate with coconut oil. It’s works very well , tasty and healthy!
